Heylo guys! iie am moving on wiif lyfe now. Tell euu wat. Dzul never contact wiif miie, but he contact back wiif his old admirer, "Kissables". iie..?? iie contact wiif his own beshfwen, Faizal. Faizal the first person who hear miie cried when Dzul leaves moii lyfe. He listened tuhh evewi sgl sentence iie said and complaint. He gave miie strength tuhh move on wiif lyfe. He cheered miie up during moii sorrowness strikes. Actually he asked miie tuhh find a GF for hym, but at last, he's finding a new BF for miie. And euu know wat..? He's now in lurve wiif miie, he said. Haha. OMG! Haha. Dzul's beshfwen replacing Dzul..?? Haha. Wat a JOKE! But iie admires hym alot. Just take it slow first. 140607. iie remember. We talked OTF evewi nyte. Ada jek gelak yg dia uat. Just tuhh cheer miie up. Haha. DOINKY MICKEY FAIZAL..! iie am DOINKY MINNIE NANA..! Haha. Ok lahh. Just wait for moii next post. Aner tau da stead ker..? Haha. iie am loving moii lyfe back now. Tankiu soo much, Faizal. iie know euu are reading dis. Suka lahh tuu?? Haha.

Heyy guys. iie am SINGLE back. BIG-LARGE-GIGANTIC tankiu tuhh Dzulkhairie. Evewitink he promised. Evewitink he said. Evewitink he touched. iie will never forget hym. iie thot we could last -forever. iie dunno why. iie lurve hym more than anitink & anyone else! iie dunno wats moii wrong. iie dunno wats the reason he asked for it. iie dunno evewitink. JUST LOOKING FOR THE REASONS FOR MIIE. Dzul, iie am so-so sowie.. Told euu before dat iie am nort perfect for euu, but euu are the one who denied. It ends. 130507 to 110607.

From Dzulkhairie. , on 110607:
Liyana.. am writin tiz msg plz dun b sad or hurt.. am sorie 4 all things i did 2 eu.. hurt eu..but tellin eu the truth..we cant go on wif the relationship..even thought my love 4 eu ish strong..but still cant..the reason ish eu ar not my cup of tea..eu ar not the gerl am lookin 4..am relli2 sorie 4 hurtin eu..all thing we did together i treasure it in heart..TIZ ISH MY LAZ TEXT TO EU..so long & takecre..remember move on wif ur life..mama will still lurvee eu no matter wat..kirim slm smue yg i knl..Bye.. :'( Start 13/05/07 End 11/06/07 `Dzul..

Nana wrote, tuhh Dzul.:
View moii blogspot. Evewitink iie confess there. Still, iie am hurt by love. Still, iie am missing the old euu. Euu are nort the one for miie. if euu are, prove tuhh miie. prove your love. the love dat euu said it's a everlasting one for miie. ish dis way dat euu want us tuhh be..? tink of miie, tink of moii feelings, tink of DzuLiyana. iie lurve euu lots, switheart. iie mish euu bundles. *muakcZ* even iie know, euu dun love miie anymore. euu are just being a hypocrite.

Hie guys. iie kip on listening tuhh this song. Tabah by Mazleela. Euu go to www.imeem.com then euu search for this song. It's rili related tuhh miie. Dzul never call miie for 2 days oreadi. At least msg miie, iie still can accept. But now iit get nothing from hym. He really changed. It's nort miie. He never give miie the chance tuhh show hym dat iie really never change. IIE AM THE NANA THAT HE KNOWS LAST FEW WEEKS. iie just feel dat moii realationship wiif miie, didn't work out well. iie dun wanna time out. iie dun wanna brk up. iie dunno abt hym. If he wanna a time out or brk up, at least tell miie honestly. HONESTY ISH IMPORTANT IN RELATIONSHIP! Why he can't just tink of moii feelings?? Why he must do tis tuhh miie? Tuhh the person he love alot..? Tuhh the person he wanna lived wiif forever..? Izzit bcorse he promised nort tuhh leave? He promised tuhh stay true?? Just tink of miie, Dzul. Do iie have tuhh cry abt euu all the tyme? Do euu wanna watch miie cry in front of euu, then euu will believe miie?? Dzul, euu are moii soul. iie promise dat when we still happily together. Euu changed evewitink tuhh be nasty. Plz.. iie nid the Dzulkhairie dat iie know last tyme. Will euu..?

iie worked afternoon shift yesterday. (050607). iie thot dat today will be a fine day for miie. a usual day. but iie was wrong. aku sakit muntah2 n dmam kat keje. pdhal pginya aku ok tau! then cikgu bwk aku ke A & E. Otw, aku dpt tau aku pengsan. CT-kus temankn aku jgak. Then pegi jmp doctor. Doctor kata aku kena food poisoning. OMG! then vomit and vomit and vomit. Haix. CAlled Aiyul, asked if he can fetch miie. but he got no penny. Called home. No one can fetch miie coz evewi one doing their own thing. SELFISH! then iie called Nora, asking hurr. She said she's otw tuhh mit Azri. But she fetch miie first as Azri created a prob. Azri ish sucha ANNOYING boy! still hvn't grown up..! haix. then iie called Dzul, asking whether he can come over. He gave miie a heavy sigh as if iie rili troubled hym alot. iie hurts miie deeply seii when iie heard dat sigh if hym. then iie said, "sowie for troubling euu". then iie put down the phone. iie cried. rili hurt miie seii. he did called back. he said why iie put down the phone. we quarelled. at last he asked miie whr am iie. iie said there's nothing for hym tuhh noe. at last we mit, but he gave miie his unpleasant look. euu can noe how iie feel ryte? iie mean, iie am his GF, tkkn tkle sacrifice?? iie tink bcoz ada Azri. Azri oso hurt miie. He said, "yelahh ada matair pn tk guna! tkle sacrifice nk trn cni, amek matair tgh sakit. tu pn msh nk junjung dia tinggi2." iie cried again. but that was b4 dzul came. Nora saw moii changes. moii expression changed. Azri apologised. iie dun rili forgive hym. coz iie noe actually he's jealous! iie cried. Ok! Dzul cut his hair oreadi. Vewi kiiut. No more goaty. He looks more tuhh babyface. Nort abg2 animore. Nora followed miie back home. Mama bising2. FAWKER! Soo malu seii. Nora noes moii fam backgrd oreadi. iie complaint evewitink tuhh Dzul. iie did cried again for the 3rd tyme dat vewi day. He said he cant helped miie coz this ish moii fam prob. iie noe, but at least he hears miie. he noes wat iie am facing. nora left.. looking for Azri as he MIA. iie slp early dat nyte. Aiyul called miie.

Heylo guys. Wanna talk abt wat ehk.. Lest talk abt Yesterday (040607). Okiesh. iie had moii Bio RETEST in the mawnink. Quite tough though. but iie tink iie manage tuhh do it. For the first Bio Retest iie got 28. iie improve by 19marks. ALOT KN?? =) Okiesh. After Bio, iie & Yaya went tuhh LJS, had our brkfast. Then iie bought a seluar using moii hubby's money. hehe. sowie darlx. but iie already asked for permission. then we went for bio xtra class wiif Ms Ct at hosp. OMG! Vewi bored. But we mde the class go FUN! Heyy guys. Euu noe wat? iie started tuhh forget certain things seii. RILI! mcm mimpi gtu tau.. takot aje skali bgn tdo, matair aku kol, aku tny, "KO SIAPA SAKK??" Mati lahh aku! haha. Then iie went for moii attachment ward tuhh start werking. It's nort dat vewi bz day. corze iie kept on running here and there, hiding moiiself. haha. =)) Azri msged miie asking whr am iie. Aiyul & Abg Khid did call miie. They mish euu lahh seii. Haha. Esp Abg Khid. He asked miie, "Aner pix of us seii..?" he majok coz moii fwensta no more pix of miie & hym. haha. iie met Azri in the evening. Nora tau. But she just dun trust us. iie noe she's jealous. but limit lahh. Aku dgn Azri bknnya lepak 2 org aje. Ada sham & Manaf perr. Dzul pn ada.. Tpi kat dlm hati aku uhh. hehe. Talk2 abt his prob. BIG PROB, FOREVER OWAZ. Azri, stop hurting Nora ok? iie noe euu're hurt by hurr too. But pish, we promise oready kn? If we get our replacement, never let go again lyke our previous r/s. we can change the past tuhh be the better person. Dzul, iie mish euu! Haix. Talked wiif hym otf but nort dat long uhh. iie am sick! OMG! Dzul kata suara aku SENGAU! =(( kk. Tc.

Eloo guys who are reading this post! =)) Moii day was soo perfect yesterday (020607). Ouh my. iie woke up early in the mawnink at 8am. iie surf the net. As usual, iie check moii Hotmail & Fwensta. iie supposed tuhh mit Dzul at 12pm @ SGH. We'er visiting his grdpa. His grdpa admitted due tuhh blood Cancer. It can be critical seii. Rili! Ok. Back tuhh moii posting, iie got sumtink on at hm. So all moii plan hv crooked up. iie met hym at 2.30pm then. We went there by MRT. Kita jmp Mama & Hasif kat SGH Ward. Went tuhh take our lunch. Then kita ddk2 kat SGH till 7pm. iie helped his mum alot. Corze Mama tk tau abt Nursing things. So iie helped out uhh. It's fun tuhh be wiif Mama. She's vewi sporting. =)) iie lurve hurr. Then lpas Maghrib, Dzul & miie went tuhh Bugis. The pix euu see there ish on our way tuhh Bugis lahh. Besh kn?? Haha. Had soo much fun wiif moii cyg! We bought a couple Tshirt. White colour. Nyce! Cost $52. After 50% discount, it's $26 for both Tshirts. Then kita g mkn kat LJS. iie talked about Azri alot tuhh hym. He shud know abt Azri perr. So yarr. Fun giler! K lahh. iie sign out first. iie will update again if iie got tyme okiesh? TC guys. =)) iie LURVE euu, DZUL!

Heylo guys. iie just feel dat iie mish all moii secondary skool fwens. They are vewi tuhh miie. Even sumtymes we had fights, nothing can change. Especially moii preciousTarian fwens. Ouh my. iie mish euu, girls-laydee. iie can be emotional, tinking how euu girls are doing now. Still remember our SYF 2005. We had soo fun fun. Nort forgetting the sorrows we went thru. How we bullied Cikgu Zuariah. We're vewi rebellious towards Cikgu Zuariah & Cikgu Diah. Get tuhh know, Fatin, has hurr own world. Becoming more and more matured. Yana, euu left the skool & class. Euu never return home. Lela & Hidayah, both are heartbroken. Mun, wiif hurr Black Metal fwens. Zaidah, euu are bz wiif your Bridal Modelling thingy. Ikah, euu cared soo much abt miie. iie vewi touched wiif all. iie mish. iie lurve. it's true. Secondary skool lyfe ish the most memorable ones. Halimatus Sa'adiah. Moii beshfwen. Faezzah. The person who taught miie how tuhh smoke back. haha. Shaheedah. Moii zombie partner. haha. =)) Ouh my. korg ingat aku tk?? jgn lupa aku tau!! aku sayang korg.

Hie. iie noe it's moii first tyme writing on this blog. but iie tink iie wanna talk abt moii attachment days at Tamp Polyclinic. It's nort dat tiring days for miie. Corze iie onii sit & observe on how they do their work. Vewi fun & caring nurses they got. =)) Some, of corze, loves tuhh MENGUMPAT. haha. But yeah, it's fun. =) iie saw Zaili there. He's sick. Talk2 wiif hym. A long conversation. iie did ring moii hubby, Dzulkhairie. He's at hm, slping lyke a pig. Haha. so kiiut of hym. he's tired after 4days miting miie at Tamp. He got sound miie when am iie going tuhh be at Jurong, but iie just smiled. hehe. iie got this song, specially for Dzul. Love you so by Natalie. God, iie mish Elfian's late grandmum, Ishabi. Moii favourite patient of mine. Always gimme kishes. R.I.P nenek. iie LURVE moii DZUL. =)) *muackz* btw yati never contact miie for weeks. but suddenly she called miie, asking whr am iie. iie noe hurr motive. iie am just acting blurr, gf! Just hoping dat euu realised wats ur mistakes. euu wanna say iie am sensitive, yesh iie am. Why? aren't euu nort happy wiif it?? Sowie, iie am nort a FANATIC person lyke Mahmod. Mahmod, get a lyfe. Zaman apa mau fanatic?? LOLX. ok, now. it's already 1wk 3days i've been wiif Dzulkhairie. iie am missing hym alot. Neva mit hym today corze he's tired. miie too. haix. Ok. Dats all for now. Tc.